and i'm crying again..

just finish watched P.S. I LOVE YOU

and i'm crying like crazy

not because the movie but because my memories

its been a very long time i never cry because of him

and tonight i really did it

the last night in UKM

i really can't get rid of him

no matter how hard i tried to forget him

he will come and those memories keep replaying like a movie

this stories remind me how we used to be

a pure memories

a little things but means a lot for me

its been 5 years and its still in my mind

i'm not loving him anymore

but i still love the memories

no one know how it feel

its really hurt actually

i'm laughing

i'm joking

trying to be strong

to show them i'm strong

but in the end

i'm crying inside my heart

and tonight i can't hold it anymore

this movie brought back the memories

i hate being alone

because he will came and makes me cry again

this empty room will be the witness

this is the last time i'm crying because of him in UKM

take a deep breath..

and let it out..

take another deep breath and let it out loud

thanks Isz

thanks for the memories

i know between us theres something unfinished

but i'm will not turning back anymore

and our memories will remain in my deep heart

at a special corner named first love box

i will open it sometimes when u came in my mind

and close it again when i'm smile on my own

u taught me a lot of things

but this is our story

our fate

i really hope one day i can face u

and saying

"hi friend"

with a sincere smile in my face

thanks for looking for me that day

thats means u still remember me

i don't know because of happy or hurt moments

but thanks

and i'm sorry about my friend

thanks again Isz

Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say goodbye

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let's TAKE OFF~!

ok this is the effect because i'm raping the replay button last night

i dreamed about them last night~!

i dreamed they come to my country and having a very fun fan meeting

omo3~!

i'm being friend with wooyoung

khun brought her wife

and i keep teasing my channie

gosh..

i woke up and smile.. ^______^

for those saying they not so beastly in this MV

2PM is original beastly idol

not just in their MVs but also in their stage performances and even in their real life

know them and you'll know what beastly idol about

for those saying about bright and and their makeup

this is futuristic concept so it should be bright lighting and bright make up

this is soundtrack for anime. the ending part

so it should be happy and catchy music

if any haters or anyone still complaining about 2PM for some stupid reason

its not 2PM's problem. its your problem so get a life

PROUD HOTTEST

p/s: post ni aq post kt allkpop

geram lak aq ngan haters ni

ada je yang xkena

btw enjoy their japanese debut - TAKE OFF

haters are confused admirers keep walking in love, jealousy gets you no where..

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cuba try test

ahahhaah

sangat takde keje kan?

ade aq kesah?

janji aq happy kan?

love u channie..

never forget the other boys..

junho. wooyoung. taecyeon. nichkhun. junsu

this is banner for Asian Fan-Fic

ade sorang author malay

so just tergerak ati nak wat banner untuk dia

heheheh

channie so hot and cute at the same time~!

how come~!

*drooling

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aq anak malaysia tapi..

aq memang anak malaysia

tapi aq alah dengan

durio kutejensis~!

musim durian la musim paling seksa bagi aq

bila musim durian aq elakkan g pasar malam

bila musim durian aq jadi malas nak lalu area seksyen 15 pasal banyak gerai durian tepi jalan

bila musim durian aq kna banyak tahan nafas

bila musim durian aq mula gelisah

pasal aq tak makan durian dan aq tak tahan bau durian~!

dulu aq makan pulut durian

yang arwah nenek aq wat tapi sejak dia meninggal

aq da tak penah makan da

sejak tu aq jadi alah sangat ngan durian

skang ni pon nga tahan diri dari muntah

pasal rumet-rumet aq makan durian tadi~!

aq da sembur minyak wangi kat idung da taw

tapi still ada bau gak~!

aq sembur air freshener kat bilik tapi still ada bau gak~!

seksanya idop camni...

da lali da kena perli pasal tak makan durian

nak wat camne..

da memang aq tak suka durian

nak makan camne kalau bau durian pon aq tak tahan..

hurm..

doa jela satu ari nanti aq leh makan durian

peacefordurian

You don't need to be superhuman and you don't need to be perfect. Simply live the best you can, let God take care of the rest

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masuk U tapi kuar takde keje gak

ayat stereotaip:

"masuk U pon tak guna.

kuar takde kje gak

bek takyah masuk U

kite tengok jela kuar nanti dapat keje ke tak"

ayat aq:

bumi Allah ni luas.

rezeki ade kat mana-mana

masuk U adalah pilihan sendiri

so takyah nak kutuk-kutuk orang masuk U

pasal tak mintak det kat korang pon

ayat senior aq:

1- Menuntut Ilmu adalah sunnah Rasulullah. Ilmu perlu dipelihara. Contoh ilmu yg hidup subur adalah ilmu yg disatukan (sekolah, universiti dll).
2- Menuntut ilmu itu adalah untuk mengenal & mencintai Allah, Rasul, diri dan sekeliling dan bukannya sekadar untuk bekerja.
3- Kerja ke tidak kerja tidaklah sepenting ibadat fardhu ain kerna kerja itu fardhu kifayah. Asalkan kita berniat "Aku bekerja kerna Allah"
4- Kerja harus disusuli dgn intergriti diri yg tggi, maknanya kalo kerja asik amek MC pon hukumnya HARAM.
5- Allah itu Maha Pemurah (Ar-Rahman). Dia memberi rezeki kpd semua makhluknya, siapa kerja yg menentukan rezeki orang lain sedangkan Allah telah berfirman "Barangsiapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah nescaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan ke luar. Dan memberinya rezki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya." (At Thalaq 2-3).
6- Adakalanya orang tidak memahami erti kerja tetapi lebih memahami kerja itu duit walhal kerja itu ibadat.
Akhir kalam, sekiranya adalah lagi yg berkata demikian, mohon dia hubungi alang (Encik Imran). Sekian, terima kasih. =)

jadi pesanan saya kepada mereka di luar sana yang takut ayat stereotaip bila masuk U -

ABAIKAN APA YANG MEREKA INGIN KATAKAN KERANA SUSAH SENANG ITU KITA YANG RASA, BUKAN MEREKA

UNTUK APA MENYESAKKAN KEPALA TENTANG SESUATU YANG BELUM PASTI, MEREKA BUKAN TUHAN YANG MENGETAHUI MASA DEPAN KITA

People hates for three reasons1- they wish they were in your shoes2 - you show them what they are not3 - they're intimidate by you

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