and i'm crying again..

just finish watched P.S. I LOVE YOU

and i'm crying like crazy

not because the movie but because my memories

its been a very long time i never cry because of him

and tonight i really did it

the last night in UKM

i really can't get rid of him

no matter how hard i tried to forget him

he will come and those memories keep replaying like a movie

this stories remind me how we used to be

a pure memories

a little things but means a lot for me

its been 5 years and its still in my mind

i'm not loving him anymore

but i still love the memories

no one know how it feel

its really hurt actually

i'm laughing

i'm joking

trying to be strong

to show them i'm strong

but in the end

i'm crying inside my heart

and tonight i can't hold it anymore

this movie brought back the memories

i hate being alone

because he will came and makes me cry again

this empty room will be the witness

this is the last time i'm crying because of him in UKM

take a deep breath..

and let it out..

take another deep breath and let it out loud

thanks Isz

thanks for the memories

i know between us theres something unfinished

but i'm will not turning back anymore

and our memories will remain in my deep heart

at a special corner named first love box

i will open it sometimes when u came in my mind

and close it again when i'm smile on my own

u taught me a lot of things

but this is our story

our fate

i really hope one day i can face u

and saying

"hi friend"

with a sincere smile in my face

thanks for looking for me that day

thats means u still remember me

i don't know because of happy or hurt moments

but thanks

and i'm sorry about my friend

thanks again Isz

Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say goodbye

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